i've been reading other ppl's blogs and i realize how they just pour all of their emotions so eloquently. i wish i could do that. i feel that for me, i can't express certain emotions/feelings because they're just...indescribable. i could describe them in metaphors or whatever but i don't feel like thinking of how i feel. HAHA. weiird...
anyways. school is ok. SAT scores come out next week. i'm nervous gahhhh. dunno what to do...what do i do if i get a bad score? BLAHH.
my mom's having back problems. she complains about how tired she is when she gets back from work. she's so close to tears everytime i see her. and i don't know what to do. what do i do?
okay i'm FREAKING FREAKING OUT ABOUT THE SAT SCORES ON THE 29TH. GAWD. I THINK I WON'T BE ABLE TO EAT THE ENTIRE FREAKING DAY. GJKSNFJKSDFNDJKSFNSDKJFNSDJFKNF UGH. IT'S GONNA BE ON A THURSDAY WHICH WILL RUIN MY FRIDAY WHICH WILL RUIN MY SATURDAY.
AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BLAHHHHHHHHHHH and i wanna get into NHS and stuff --x blahhhh i'll be disappointed that day but i'll get over it after a week...last yr i was pretty jealous tho aha --xxx......................
i hope ppl join our t-shirt club. gina and i have such a good picture of what it'd be like, but we're just starting off, and ppl are already DOUBTING US.
and let's see.. i think about 2 weeks ago judy and i were at hab for hum, and we started talking about college...
and then UCLA became the topic of our convo.
we want to attend UCLA so baaad. i love its twisty trees and atmosphere and everything about it :( blahhhh....
that basically sums up my feelings for right now... : blah.
i love this song. i could listen to it over and over and over... i just wish jisun hadn't left loveholic :/